Hi there folks, thanks for all the concerns!
compassionategirl
willpeavy
Richard
michaelhobson
Topher
Rob
Chesty
Day
Tarz
It's been pretty busy here.
I was on Ramadan (yup I am Muslim, not Sunni or Shia though, I don't follow sects) from October till this month. I am still around 275 (couldn't pick up weight since I was fasting) and after jury duty I will continue my goal to 300 (wish me good luck

). I was working out as well during Ramadan and all I can say was that it was pretty hard. When you see yourself doing almost half less the weight your normally do, its a bit discouraging.
I also got jury duty last week and this week! Can I say boring? Well at least I get 15 bucks each day...
I've also started curling my hair (looks gangsta to me

) and I will post up some pics after I take off the curls tomorrow. Ive done it a couple of times so this time I'll take a pic for all of ya to see (if I remember, since I have to go to jury duty right after).
Ive been in contact with Brian since he is the only one that I talk to on AIM (bad bad Nat!

heh). I keep on missing him though since I am mostly sleeping when he is on.
I also am studying for my National test for personal training. I am already certified in personal training with ISSA but I am going to be taking a Nationals test (similar to what chiropractors and other medical folks have to do). It's a new creation (since there is no such thing for Personal Trainers currently) and I want to get it out of my way if there is ever a requirement for licensed trainers in the state of California or any other state for that matter.
I've also been contemplating on what I really wanna do. I mean I get people telling me when am I going to apply as a trainer and such and such but you know me, I am young and confused as well as scared (I have never had a job!). Im thinking of applying at the Hollywood 24 Hour Fitness since I think I would have more opporunities there (hey, it's in Hollywood!). I had a friend at the Ballys in Hollywood training a Porn Star so maybe I might be lucky and get a celebrity (and maybe get paid the big bucks!). Im more scared at the fact of financial security and all, so I got a lot of things on my mind at the moment.
So thanks everyone for your concern and especially Nat (I love you girl!). Take care yall!
EDIT: To tell you the truth this whole vegan thing and reading on animals and such breaks my heart. Sometimes I avoid sites that trigger me up and make me think of things, and I just don't read them. I forgot to put that part in. Things are always on my mind and I personally don't like it, such as thinking of animals and all. I guess sometimes knowledge isn't really the best thing to have, but then again if there wasn't then animals would be suffering in my name, which I definitely wouldn't want. Too bad we all can't live carefree...I think and ponder on a lot of things (animal rights, God, etc.) that people wouldn't suspect me doing and it's kind of hard to face the facts and have it always there, and you concious of it. Pretty much goes on 24/7.