They say that ignorance is bliss but now that I've seen what really goes on it's been really hard not to think about it when ever I eat.
Now that the blinders are off, your journey will never be the same.
The only perfect vegan is a dead vegan. Most vegans see veganism as a journey not a destination. We realize we live in an imperfect world where animal exploitation permeates every aspect of our culture. When it comes to choosing what we eat, wear, put on our faces, take for our headaches, etc. we try to choose things that cause the least amount of harm possible.
My point is, don't kick yourself if you don't always make the best choices. Just do better next time.