Hello my name is Tom and I am a drug addict.

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Re: Hello my name is Tom and I am a drug addict.

#121 Postby zinzen » Sat Jul 25, 2009 11:21 am

VJ you post some seriously strange things up here but I gotta say CCR is in fact one of the greatest bands this planet has ever seen, so its cool buddy.
Qigong class was great, its nice how less painful sitting is becoming for me.

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#122 Postby vivalasvegans » Sat Jul 25, 2009 11:31 am

Keep kicking this thing's ass, Tom!
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#123 Postby veggieprincess » Sat Jul 25, 2009 12:25 pm

zinzen wrote:Man I really have to wonder why it is that I still wake up feeling hung over a lot. Not the nausea so much as the gereral uhgness of the whole situation. What the shit anyways, lasts only a fraction of the time but absolutly shitty anyways


Because you've been numbing yourself for SOOOOO long, you're FEELING all the things that you would've felt all along but always escaped into substances.

Sometimes life SUCKS and sometimes days are REALLY HARD and no fun and you just put one foot in front of the other knowing that it won't last.

Always remember that you've been in a habit of numbing the good and the bad, so when you have those crappy times, remember that everything comes to pass, and eventually you'll have a happy moment that'll feel so much better than when you were numbing it out and not feeling it.

All we have in life is a series of beautiful, wonderful happy moments in between a bunch of crap and BS that we have to sift through to get to those moments ;-) but it is worth it.
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#124 Postby zinzen » Sat Jul 25, 2009 3:12 pm

Yup Yup, today is swell none the less, huge headache but oh well

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#125 Postby zinzen » Sun Jul 26, 2009 9:54 am

This day I walked and walked, untill I got to lake Erie, then I sat and sat, and now I eat. Godd morning so far.
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#126 Postby zinzen » Mon Jul 27, 2009 3:20 pm

ONE MONTH SOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!

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#127 Postby Zack » Mon Jul 27, 2009 4:37 pm

zinzen wrote:ONE MONTH SOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!



Congrats dude, keep it up!
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#128 Postby zinzen » Mon Jul 27, 2009 6:33 pm

Yeah buddy

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#129 Postby robert » Mon Jul 27, 2009 6:34 pm

Great work man!

Awesome!

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#130 Postby beforewisdom » Mon Jul 27, 2009 6:41 pm

zinzen wrote:ONE MONTH SOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!


Congrats!

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#131 Postby veganmama » Tue Jul 28, 2009 10:38 am

Congratulations!!! may it only get easier...!
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#132 Postby zinzen » Wed Jul 29, 2009 3:08 pm

So I woke up today to a slashed tire, seems someone slashed all the tires on my street and some up on the main street. Still no relapse though, this was my first anger test, but I somehow turned my rage into compassion for my fellow slashed.
Amazing that this buddhism works.

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#133 Postby beforewisdom » Wed Jul 29, 2009 8:23 pm

Well, you didn't have to take it personally, everybody's tires got slashed....so that helps :)

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#134 Postby zinzen » Wed Jul 29, 2009 10:24 pm

It really did, allowed for compassion.

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#135 Postby xveganjoshx » Thu Jul 30, 2009 11:21 pm

zinzen wrote:ONE MONTH SOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!

Congratulations! It's only gonna get easier from here. Keep it up! 8)
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