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Re: Hello my name is Tom and I am a drug addict.

#76 Postby Ruz » Fri Jul 17, 2009 2:02 am

OMG! Bosers are the best! I've had 2 and I love them! I like the way they try to talk to you and make all those silly noises, I've only ever seen boxers do it! if you havent already you should check out the videos on youtube, there re lots! Just search "talking boxer", shoulc give you a few laughs :wink:
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#77 Postby zinzen » Fri Jul 17, 2009 7:22 am

Veganmama, the wife and I argue most before I quit about everything, Drugs, money, sex.
now we argure about money and honesty. same shits most argue about. My marrage has grown better in the past two weeks then it has been since before we got married, and it gets better every day.
We have been through a ton of stuff since meeting, for shits sake I actually had to illegally steal her from Canada to get her here.
We are both in school for biology, and I DO NOT want to be in Ohio anymore, winter murders my soul, but she has a hard time with thinking about transfering everything due to her want to stick with as little schools as possible to look better on a transcript for med school, whereas I say if I dont get the fuck outta here I am liable to die.
We are planning on moving in a year though to Portland just toget outta the east coast climate killing me. That is as long as we can both work there.
That about sums it uo, gotta go to this follow up app with the dog now.

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#78 Postby veggieprincess » Fri Jul 17, 2009 9:15 am

aaaaaw. POOR doggie!!! He is the cutest thing I've ever seen. I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE Boxers. Is he pure Boxer? He looks a bit like a mix.

I was just saying to someone yesterday how more than any other dog breed, Boxers are the most interesting cuz they are SOOOOO curious about all people and they follow your every move. I really want one but they're a handful huh? So precious. I hope he's feeling better.

You seem to have a regular lil support following on this thread here....

Mod's maybe this should be moved to the Training Journal/Blog section so we can follow along with Tom every there. Seems more appropriate at this point.


Speaking of which... now that you feel healthier than you have probably EVER, have you thought of completely throwing yourself into a hardcore exercise routine? Seems like it would give you a healthy focus and definitely fill some of the gaps that would have previously been spent on drugs.... Just a thought.
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#79 Postby zinzen » Fri Jul 17, 2009 9:36 am

Starting to, my sponser is also the biggest mofo I have ever seen so he is telling me that soon we will be getting me back into shape. My shoulder is still messed up from the last surgery, tons of pain that I am now just simply putting on some testicles and sucking it up for.
Long head tendon of my left bicep may actually be partially tore, kinda just waiting for it to get better or shatter.
If I need more surgery my wife shall be the keeper of my meds and I will be going to two meetings a day, but that is neither here nor there, but it does leave my old lifting out still :(
As for moving this, never did that before, I just always go to veiw active topics so where someone posts has never been a concern of mine, but I will attempt to figure it out.
And yeah Cam is a full boxer, but people see his tail and assume otherwise, we are just hardcore AR people and dont feel any need to hack off parts of animals, though the balls are coming off soon but for reasons of population control, and yeah I do feel bad about it, but as a rescue his life happened because his parents owners didnt fix their male and female and were suprised when they did it, and just dropped the litter off at a shelter, how nice right, didnt even give em time to feed on the ma or nothing, bitches! :twisted:
My life is a constant battle of wanting to burn down mothafucking labs and fast food joints to wanting to smoke a bong and let the world fade, from destroy to compassion, hatred to loving kindness.
I am beyond a balance between these things, as Noah Levine says its time to meditate and destroy, destroy the illusion, greed, fear, and attatchment to pleasure and avertion from pain. I am dillegently working towards freedom, towards peace. I have been on this mission for as long as I can remember, but the dark side always won, well I say its time to rise from the ashes of a life half wasted, its time to fucking rise.

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#80 Postby zinzen » Fri Jul 17, 2009 9:40 am

No clue how to move this to another area of the board

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#81 Postby veggieprincess » Fri Jul 17, 2009 9:50 am

It's something the Mods have to do zin... we can't move threads. that note was for them

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Hang in there babycakes.... and keep seeking out positive people to surround yourself with. They are out there, ya just gotta look and step out of your comfort zone. But I know that even if you started doin lots of cardio (and even other stuff, just leave the shoulder alone for now), that would help tremendously with creating a more positive outlook. Change doesen't happen overnight... this dark side of yours has been the dominant force for along time. It's not just going to come naturally to be a positive person... it'll be gradual and subtle. But as long as you keep trying, you'll get there.
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#82 Postby zinzen » Fri Jul 17, 2009 10:03 am

for sure right.
I will shoot a message to richard or something.

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#83 Postby vivalasvegans » Fri Jul 17, 2009 10:09 am

How about a good cardio program, Tom? Running for endorphins and weight training your legs too? Swim, steam and hot tubbing if your gym has it might help you wanna keep detoxing too...

That is one really cute boxer, kiss him for me. You're doing great, awesome job holding it together when the doggie got sick.
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#84 Postby zinzen » Fri Jul 17, 2009 10:10 am

I do cardio, and dispite the pain I lift too, just fell off my gym awesomness because of school and dog and wife, trying to get back with it.
He has been kissed

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#85 Postby vivalasvegans » Fri Jul 17, 2009 10:14 am

More cowbell





I mean more cardio
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#86 Postby zinzen » Fri Jul 17, 2009 10:25 am

No matter how hard I try I can not find that whole skit

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#87 Postby Aaron » Fri Jul 17, 2009 11:16 am


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#88 Postby zinzen » Fri Jul 17, 2009 12:13 pm

YOu rock, that was great

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#89 Postby Vegan Joe » Fri Jul 17, 2009 6:43 pm


Happiness is a personal choice!
I am the sole source of all my sadness and joy.


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fallacy: the strange error that our perfection
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#90 Postby Vegan Joe » Fri Jul 17, 2009 6:53 pm


Happiness is a personal choice!
I am the sole source of all my sadness and joy.


"The logic of worldly success rests on a
fallacy: the strange error that our perfection
depends on the thoughts and
opinions and applause of other men."
Source: Thomas Merton


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