Hello my name is Tom and I am a drug addict.

zinzen · **Posted:** Sat Jul 25, 2009 11:21 am

VJ you post some seriously strange things up here but I gotta say CCR is in fact one of the greatest bands this planet has ever seen, so its cool buddy.
Qigong class was great, its nice how less painful sitting is becoming for me.

vivalasvegans · **Joined:** Fri Aug 15, 2008 10:06 pm **Posts:** 1972

Keep kicking this thing's ass, Tom!

veggieprincess · **Posted:** Sat Jul 25, 2009 12:25 pm

zinzen wrote:

Man I really have to wonder why it is that I still wake up feeling hung over a lot. Not the nausea so much as the gereral uhgness of the whole situation. What the shit anyways, lasts only a fraction of the time but absolutly shitty anyways

Because you've been numbing yourself for SOOOOO long, you're FEELING all the things that you would've felt all along but always escaped into substances.

Sometimes life SUCKS and sometimes days are REALLY HARD and no fun and you just put one foot in front of the other knowing that it won't last.

Always remember that you've been in a habit of numbing the good and the bad, so when you have those crappy times, remember that everything comes to pass, and eventually you'll have a happy moment that'll feel so much better than when you were numbing it out and not feeling it.

All we have in life is a series of beautiful, wonderful happy moments in between a bunch of crap and BS that we have to sift through to get to those moments ;-)

but it is worth it.

zinzen · **Posted:** Sat Jul 25, 2009 3:12 pm

Yup Yup, today is swell none the less, huge headache but oh well

zinzen · **Posted:** Sun Jul 26, 2009 9:54 am

This day I walked and walked, untill I got to lake Erie, then I sat and sat, and now I eat. Godd morning so far.

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zinzen · **Posted:** Mon Jul 27, 2009 3:20 pm

ONE MONTH SOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zack · **Posted:** Mon Jul 27, 2009 4:37 pm

zinzen wrote:

ONE MONTH SOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!

Congrats dude, keep it up!

zinzen · **Posted:** Mon Jul 27, 2009 6:33 pm

Yeah buddy

robert · **Posted:** Mon Jul 27, 2009 6:34 pm

Great work man!

Awesome!

beforewisdom · **Joined:** Sat Nov 24, 2007 6:44 pm **Posts:** 3457

zinzen wrote:

ONE MONTH SOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!

Congrats!

veganmama · **Posted:** Tue Jul 28, 2009 10:38 am

Congratulations!!! may it only get easier...!

zinzen · **Posted:** Wed Jul 29, 2009 3:08 pm

So I woke up today to a slashed tire, seems someone slashed all the tires on my street and some up on the main street. Still no relapse though, this was my first anger test, but I somehow turned my rage into compassion for my fellow slashed.
Amazing that this buddhism works.

beforewisdom · **Joined:** Sat Nov 24, 2007 6:44 pm **Posts:** 3457

Well, you didn't have to take it personally, everybody's tires got slashed....so that helps

zinzen · **Posted:** Wed Jul 29, 2009 10:24 pm

It really did, allowed for compassion.

xveganjoshx · **Posted:** Thu Jul 30, 2009 11:21 pm

zinzen wrote:

ONE MONTH SOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!

Congratulations! It's only gonna get easier from here. Keep it up!

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