Man that freaking plant never did me wrong, too bad for my absolute lack of self control. Maybe someday FAR down the line.
Best of luck, drugs suck when you have no control, if you are in control then drugs are just...drugs.
Out of control like me and they are a prison.
I ment to express my opinion earlier, but didn't and maybe still don't know how to express my opinion without stepping on your toes or being misunderstood.
Please don't over react or read too much into it.
But these passages I find problamatic.
In the first your craving and your inability to understand that it is not only your lack of self controll but to see that a drug, any drug affects your thinking. It's not the real Tom or the real Joe, when under the influence. We, us, need to understand that purity of mind is most important for our sanity and health. You, I, we, all need not make excuses for others who choose to cloud their mind, for what ever reason, or excuse. It really isn't OK. To be ontop of our game, to feel the real feel, one shouldn't desensitize oneself. One should know the pain, live the pain, appreciate the pain, for it is what is real. I know I'm having a hard time putting my feeling into words, but maybe next post I can express myself better or maybe after your give me some of your thoughts on what I am trying to get at.
Anyway hang in there Tom.