I can mail you one directly myself. I shut my website down about a month ago because I couldn't keep up with orders and no longer wanted to do direct sales (sometimes 10-20 hours a day just signing and packaging up books to ship...then shipping them). So now I tell people to order it online from wherever they like.
It was a self-published book but I couldn't keep up with orders, so a publisher just acquired the book last week, which means in few months it should be in major bookstores all over the place, including Europe but mostly in the UK, I believe.
I totally understand phobias about ordering on the internet.
If you want, I can mail one to you and you can pay for it once it arrives. Let me know if you're interested in doing that to take away any worries. firstname.lastname@example.org
is my email address.
I am driving from Octopussoir's house to Washington DC now so it will take me a couple of days to get there and books are being shipped there to me so I won't be able to ship for almost a week but if you're interested in having me sign and ship it directly, I can do that next week.
Thanks for your interest in the book.