thanks you too!!! Well it's been a long time since I've posted...I did get back on track for a long while, then had another bout of health issues...seems that it may have been an intolerance to gluten all this time and the oh so fabulous doctors I had a year ago refused to test me for it. So I realized today I've been off track for a month now...am feeling really down, all the hard work that I put forward...gone!! =( I'm really upset and frustrated and still going through a major rough patch in life...seems every time I take a step forward something happens and I take what seems to be 10 steps back. So no gluten means no more bocas, seitan, breads, yadda yadda...which I guess in some ways is good but I've noticed I've been making up for it in other ways which isn't good...over eating and no training has been a common theme.... I once again thwarted my plan to start over today...=( So once again I find myself saying tomorrow is a new day...I have a few weeks of workouts laid out...I know I need to eat 5 small meals a day and stick to it...I know I need to set time frames for when I "can" eat because I'll eat straight up until I go to bed...I seriously don't know what my problem is or why in the past year this has been such a struggle...i'm trying to aim for 75% raw, but I'm on a tight tight tight budget and have a ton of canned (ugh) veggies that I need to eat. I keep saying I need to hold myself accountable and have others to "report" to... I agreed to do some modeling a while ago, but I keep pushing it back because of all of these set backs... for the next 6 weeks I've cut out nuts, butters (especially almond) and hummus oh and sugar....I over do it with all of them... Currently I think my weight is around 127ish (ugh) I'm happiest around 115... So here we go again...take three!! Wish me luck...I need all the help and support I can get!!!!!!!!!