Bought the veggies, tomorrow I'll buy more protein powder. Did pilates today for the first time. Don't know if I did it right because I don't feel I worked anything. Just ate a humongous bag of chocolate covered almonds. Despite that I'm more motivated than ever to do well here. I love the muscle competitions. I spoke to veggieprincess over the phone about the training and diet plan she made for me. Is it worth posting before pics now? or should I wait til I have cool afters? My stats: Weight today 134lbs, height 5'5 On May 20-08 Upper arms - 11.75" Chest - 35" Abs - 29.5" Hips - 37" Thighs - 23" Calves - 13.75" So I'm starting tomorrow and in a month will post my measurements again!!! I don't have a workout partner anymore, HATE going to the gym alone, so not comfortable there. I really really don't want to go. I think going to the gym will be the hardest thing. I LOVE cardio and can manage my diet ok. It's the weight training, I can't get out of my contract and switch gyms.