I'm sad for you. I looked at all your pics and seriously dont see anything wrong. You're an attractive young man, and I think the only thing that is holding you back is your own self-esteem, and perception. It's very rare for anyone to be perfectly symmetrical, especially women. I'm not symmetrical and no one has ever noticed. It's something that bothered me for years, but as I grew older and developed higher self esteem, it really doesnt matter. There is no shame in therapy. It makes me sad that so many people these days have such an altered perception of themselves. One little flaw, that no one would have even noticed, isnt a deformity... I was expecting to see something alot worse. I work with deformed people who would kill for your body. Focus on the good things that you like about yourself, and please dont be afraid to seek out help